People say.. They are irritated..!! People say..They are Frustrated..!! People say..They don’t want this to carry on any longer..!! I ask all of of them … Are they then doing anything..If anything at all to change it..??//
It seems so easier to put other under scrutiny and through questions, but have I ever asked myself…what am I doing towards my frustrations..?? The answer Obviously is a big ‘NO’. Its not that I don’t wanna do anything about it, but its just that, I don’t know what to do.
I say..I am irritated and frustrated. But most of the times I don’t know for myself what exactly I am irritated or frustrated about. What makes me feel that frustrated over life. Though with time, and after much soughtful insights, I have come to know that the answer to it is… Not doing anything towards it, just cribbing and cribbing and more cribbing…!!
Ø I am Frustrated with my Current Day patters
Ø I am pissed over myself for making hasty decisions with the current job
Ø I am Pissed at myself for not speaking against that senior at the right time
Ø I am pissed at myself for not putting into action my wishes
Ø I am pissed at myself for convincing myself for not giving a fight for the person, who meant so much to me
Ø I am pissed at myself for not expressing myself in reality and letting the logical head take control.
Ø I am pissed at myself for letting the logical head take over even in the matters of Heart sometimes
Ø I am pissed at myself for not taking the first step forward
But what still makes me happy, is the fact that after all these facts I don’t and cannot hate myself, I have accepted my faults in the past and decided not to repeat them, be cautious and let the Heart take control. Give the Head little rest…and just go with flow. And most importantly move towards a new change a new life, which will put an end to my current tensions and frustrations.
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